Journal of a Noble Little Heart

A few weeks ago, I talked about my feelings for Octavia & Siegfried to both big sis Azure & Franz, and they both said different things…

Big sis told me to look more into Siegfried, as he can teach me how to be strong enough to be more accepted into the family and so that I can eventually be strong enough to be an Armarouge. Fair point, since most of my peers already evolved at least once…

Franz only told me to follow my heart. But, my heart wants to follow both of them…it wasn’t too useful, but he did tell me a lot more about Octavia & Siegfried, which is really nice of him. I really started to get much closer to Franz lately, probably because I wanted to know a lot about him & Siegfried so much, which flattered him.

He told me that Octavia was notoriously disliked in the family because she usually acted pretentious towards everyone else and that as a kid, she used to fight people a lot but then stopped to practice singing & dancing a lot more. Now, I haven’t danced in a while, but I do know a trick or two about it…maybe I should ask her for a dance one day.

On the other hand, Franz told me that he often had to help Siegfried with motivation because he often would easily give up if he didn’t have a situation under control or if things were getting too overwhelming for him. I…honestly didn’t see that in him at all, so I was very shocked, but that didn’t stop me from admiring him. I know he’s trying his best despite his situation being almost as hard as mine, so…

Either way, Franz suggested a few activities to do with them & gifts to give them to eventually confess to them. Confessing? Woah, that’s a little far there, buddy! But, I’ll definitely continue to hang out with them and figure out who to confess to…

- Aster