Journal of a Noble Little Heart
The Ceruledge cursed with lycanthropy, Demise, has always kept a journal on him even as a Charcadet to ramble about his dreams & aspirations. Nowadays, he uses it to weep about the many things he wished he could do but can't anymore due to his instabilty.
Author's Notes
(HI SORRY IF YOU GET BOMBARDED I AM EXTREMELY MOTIVATED RN)
Entry #5 - Conflicting Feelings
The more I spend time with Octavia, the more I feel something I think people call love? Big sis Azure told me about that a while ago and I think it’s really cute! But, with how people around me normally treat me, I wasn’t sure if love was something for me at all. But, things have been going so well with Octavia, it wouldn’t hurt to try…I think…
But, I’m not really sure how to confess my feelings. And, it doesn’t help that I also feel the same about Siegfried… What should I do? Octavia is the nicest person I’ve ever met and I always get so invested whenever she rambles about something and I want to be there for her. On the other hand, Siegfried is incredibly supportive of me and my goals and perfectly understands my struggles.
This is…so hard…maybe I should try to ask big sis Azure & Franz next time I bump into them.
But yeah, there isn’t much to say this time, I’m just trying to figure these feelings out…
- Aster