"Your brother." He pauses, crosses his arms. "If you lost all of your memories of him, and met him as a stranger, do you think you would get along? Is it your experiences that make your relationship so clashing or are your differences fundamental to your personalities?"
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"August...was one of many who came to see me when I was put into 'mother's' care. She is one of the few who insists on regularly visiting." He pauses, then blinks. "Or did you mean before? Everyone says we were close before but I have no memories of her. No one has told me how we supposedly met back then, either."
"She seems....fine. Her company is not unwelcome." People ask him how he feels so often and he's never sure how to answer them, although he's anxious to say nothing. Truly he does like her quite a lot. Her being around is a nice reprieve from being alone with his melancholic mother all day, and she rarely makes a point of coddling and pitying him. He appreciates being treated like he's not broken. But he can't say any of this because he doesn't want to seem ungrateful of his hosts. "I can't imagine her feelings towards me are wholly unpleasant?"
Even if it's easy to imagine her visits being born of obligation to him, he certainly hopes she doesn't dislike him. He hopes she doesn't stop coming around once it sets in that his memory of before is just not coming back.
"My mistress is- She was...She was my everything. Serving her is all I've ever wanted." Even now, presented with the evidence of her destroying him and rebuilding his personality around a devotion to her, doesn't dampen the feeling. Every day he wakes up in this house it's harder to hope for her return, for this entire situation to just be some test, some game purely for her sadistic amusement. Somewhere under his yearning to see her again and go back to simpler times when he had nothing to worry about but doing as he was told, he resents her. He hates and hurts for this betrayal, that he isn't dead alongside her without having to witness or even be aware of the hole he's left in all of these people's lives. This hole he can't ever hope to fill despite how hard they're all working to unwind this amnesia that's less a lock to be broken and more a beast that digested the old Caileb years ago and shit out Innit.