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Alen is overprotective of his family. He doesn’t like when people treat his family poorly, and that’s why he disagrees with the kind of work Jacob and I do. I understand his feelings, but I can make my own choices and accept the consequences of them.
I worry about the ordeals Sharen puts herself through just to provide. Her job itself isn’t necessarily a problem, but too many of her clients are trouble and treat her like shit. I hate that she feels this is the only thing she’s capable of doing to keep us afloat. I can’t tell her to stop, but I don’t have to be happy about it.
I wish I could say you are everything wrong with me. You did so many things I don’t even know about… terrible, irredeemable acts that I can only try to atone for. I want to blame you for all of it, but we aren’t different people. I have only myself to blame.
You’d be nothing without me. You were always too weak and too helpless to take care of yourself, so I did what I had to just so we could survive. You can blame me all you want, but that just makes you ungrateful.