RULE UPDATE: I've updated the rules in hopes it can help prevent this thread from getting stuck so often! I love this thread and I'd really love to see it more active! You can read the full updates in the OP, but the gist:
- Posting an all-ages lit as an alternative option was already suggested when posting 18+ lit, but now it's much more strongly recommended. I won't require it in case it's all someone has to post, but if at all possible, it would be best!
- I've also added that it's fine to add alternate lit options for any reason. You're free to say that you prefer feedback on Lit A, or that Lit B is fine only after a certain amount of time passes, but this might help if someone has already commented on your first piece, or if you think people might be uncomfortable with the content, or for any other reason the thread might get hung up.
- The post limit is still two people between comments, but I've changed it so that if a week or more passes, you can post again even if only one person has posted since your last comment.
- This hasn't really been an issue yet, but it's now the rules that all lit posted in this thread should be hosted on Toyhouse via the literature feature (i.e. no external links). This is for a few reasons, but if you disagree with this policy, send me a message with your reasoning. I'm open to reconsidering this!
Thanks, guys!
I was trying not to go again so soon, but I'll claim you now
timeandtimor so you don't get skipped!! I'm sorry you've had to wait so long!
(I'll spoiler cut this because of the subject matter, but my comment is below)
Ooh, this was a very hard read, but in a good way. First, to answer your questions: the level of violence (and the fact that it is, on the surface, an able-bodied man against a defenseless woman) is upsetting, but it's of course what you were going for with the piece, so I think you have the right amount of horror for this.
You use the framework of a nightmare really well to explore Alec's feelings in a way that he could only fantasize about: I really liked the shift of power of Alec realizing it was a dream and getting to shape it and take control of it, and the catharsis he was able to experience with that empowerment. In his dream, he can show and tell his mother all the things he's never been able to in reality, and in the end he finally has all her attention on him. I didn't come from circumstances like Alec's, but I think all of us can relate to having someone we wish we could get to understand how they've hurt us, and the kind of catharsis a revenge fantasy like this could have.
You use some really vivid language that I enjoyed, novel turns of phrase like "making his heart race in a way that makes him feel anything but alive," musical repetition in "He hears more than feels the punch he lands square on the creature's jaw. He sees more than feels the resulting red warmth in his hand." I think my favorite passage are these lines where you can truly feel the blood-lust rage and betrayal Alec feels: "He had the taste of her blood on his fists and splattered on his tongue and he didn't want to remember what cleanliness felt like, here. He wanted to make her bones into a mosaic. He wanted to turn her screams into gospel. He wanted her to regret every breath she'd ever taken, and let her wallowing in her own misdeeds be his new faith."
There's this realistic sense of progression to the scene despite the fact that it is (mercifully) a dream: it isn't a bloodbath from word one to the end, but it's a journey that suits the cathartic scene that it is. Alec sees this horrifying figure, comes closer, realizes what it is and what it symbolizes, what it's doing (what it values); he's moved to punish her before it's even a conscious thought, and once he has, he feels like it/she has lost all its power over him. He's exhausted physically, but it's a dream: it suggests the spiritual anguish and energy he's expended here, and that now he's done wasting his energy on her.
I really feel for the final paragraph, for Alec. Even after reaching this catharsis, there are still questions he doesn't have the answers to, and no dream mother can give him those.
For me, the next person can talk about:
- Summer Rain (fluffy, not really adult but has one kinda suggestive line)
- OR Trust the Process (not adult but characters discuss whether a sculpture should be anatomically accurate)
- OR
Heaven (completely all-ages)